i just dont kno what to do anymore, if i really want to be here or not..
its like life is taking away my friends. like i cant show any of my feelings.
becuase if i do people would make fun of me, or turn away Disgusted, by what they see.
i cant even be myself with out crying. i mean..kailey is making things worse.
i thought she cared, but shes being stuck up or something. and its like trina doesnt
like talking to me anymore...no one is. but in the end i guess i deserve this...
i dont kno why im even talking on here, its not like anyones cares what i say.
like they shove me off into the corner, like im their fault.
i have said things like being depressed and all, but now. i have never in my entire life,
felt this alone.
in the end i really have just myself, and its lonely...
i really thought that i had a place in the world. but thats probably a lie too...
i thought this was one of the places i could hide, but..its only in my mind.
i really hate myself, for ever, being here....maybe you guys do too..